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Monday, June 22, 2009
Gaga over Gaga.


MEGAN!<3



Hahahaha.The video really cracks me up.I LOVE HER LAH!*drools*
OKay so yesterday was okay,abit fun actually.Went to pluck rambutan with my granpa's brother and heck it was fun to go in the woods.My sickness all went away.And what would you know,you might just find your friendly indian class clown at the same place finding for rambutans and screaming at hanging durians.Hahahaha!Rakesh,rakesh.Okay so after that I totally ditched the plan about going to silat since I was tired and having fun listening to old peoples jokes which were dead funny.And hey,who said old people donot bitch?HAHAHAHAHA!KELAKAR!


Oh and before I forget.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY FADHIL!
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY REMY!
SUKE AKU NYE BIRTHDAY PRESENT?
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What happens here,stays here. 11:25 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
telegrammed

Okay today's post is gonna be a quick post.


Currently chatting with Remy for fun and later on will be going over for an overnight stay at Sembawang Park with big family for Fathers Day celebration.Confirm fun.Okay gtg.Tata.


What happens here,stays here. 12:00 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009

Excuse me for my previous post.




Okay so yesterday was superbbbb.Went for the Da Vinci exhibition at the Science Center and heck it was dull.But what made it fun was the people who went.Haha.Believe it or not,Mr Gwee's friend walked around the exhibition for 4 hours and didnt even finish.We finished the whole thing in less than 2hrs sia.Hahahaha.Semangat or what sia Mr Gwee's friend.So it was getting too cold and we decided to slack at the Cafe outside the exhibition and yes,camwhoring session.Guys,girls,gays whatever all stepped up and took pictures with everyone.Hahahah.Okay the gay part no lah.Haha.Sat outside for very and I mean VERY long discussing sbout where to bowl at.And soon it was getting hot and so I went back into the exhibition and I saw Sam from Fighting Spiders.I have no idea what her real name is but whatever,she looks so much better on tv.Hahahaha.Anyways,we decided to get lunch at IMM while Mr Gwee continued his Omnitheatre thing with Mr Julian at the science center.So we went to IMM had lunch.Oh before I forget,we played this kiap-kiap thing you find in arcades where you put the one dollar coin and you try your luck at grabbing the bear.Yes,we played,like crazy.Try after try and soon we got lots of prizes.Zaki won a big green carbear and gave it to Radhiyah.Eugene won a spongebob.Radhiyah got a bear which we traded for 2 candles.I got a purple carebear and a pink heartyshaped pillow.2 in 1 dok!And a few more but I cannot remember.

Okay soon we trained down to Bukit Batok and managed to convinve An An to join us for bowling.Rakesh went home as he had class.Sasha went home to get money but ended up not going out again cos her atok wont let her.She totally popped the bubble sia.So had two rounds of bowling and I learned how to curl the ball from Zaki.Had the strikes and spares and everyone went home.Well not all actually.Me,Afiqah,Twins,Zaki,Bryan,WenJun went home while Haikal,Radhiyah,Rowell,JiaQi,Eugene,Shaz,Madeline Law stayed over for dinner.Madeline Ng,YeeShi and AnAn left us ages ago.Hahahah.

Okay so I can still feel the shagness from yesterday and I feel like sleeping but I cant.

I've been busy designing tees and the designs will be up soon.Thats step one.Step 2 is to print the tees and set up my blogshop for men.Fro girls its Sasha's part.Hahaha.Okay.Im off.


What happens here,stays here. 12:50 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
Dilemma

Im going through a big time dilemma here and I need help.Okay so here's the thing.

This Thursday,the 18th,my class will be going for the Da Vinci thing.After that,they intend to go for Laserquest at Bukit Gombak and the price is like $3.50 for 10 mins and they are gonna play like for 30 mins.Thats gonna be $10.50 per person.Expensive,yes.So I dont have money due to my dad just starting work and my mum still going for her course and they told me to just go even when I dont have money.Money obviously seems to be the issue here.I dont want to be borrowing money from other people just to enjoy.Like,where am I gonna put my face sia?Its so shameful.Not only that,they might have to pay for Shaz also.I mean,I dont want to give them the impression that I am gonna suck their money out of their pockets.What should I do?Its gonna be a LOT of money spent.Food,LaserQuest,Transport.Haix.Big time dilemma.Advice anyone?


What happens here,stays here. 5:07 AM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Da Vinci here I come.

Okay,study camp is over and pics will be up soon.It was fun and at the same time tiring.Steamboat night was a blast and heck did we enjoy the laughters and screams.Movie marathon was tiring.Watched Mall Cop,Fast and The Furious and Saw 5.By the time we were watching Saw,most of us were asleep in the AVA Room.Gerek kan?Ppl camp sleep in classroom,we sleep in AVA Room.Cold,hell yeah.OKay I'm very tired so I wont elaborate any longer.My butt is cramping for I dont know what reason.

So good day!


What happens here,stays here. 1:37 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
point forms for today

I am frigging tired today so I'll say whatever it is I want to say in point form
  1. Study camp tomorrow
  2. Going to pack my stuff
  3. Have to wake up early
  4. Carry all the heavy meat and stuff.
  5. Meet in school before 9 am(OMG!2 days in a row)
  6. Have Fun.
Okay,so me and the rest of the organizing com have been cracking our brains to see who fits best in what and I'm pretty darn sure it'll pay off.Okay.Thats it.My fingers are shouting for some rest.Adios.


What happens here,stays here. 4:20 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
So much for trust!

After so long,you still don't trust me?Please okay.My lying days are way beyond me.Kalau korang nak takut aku tipu,you go and think about your elder son first okay?Besides,right now I'm never a priority anymore what.Not to say I'm jealous lah eh, but you guys ALWAYS and I say always give your attention more to Ferral what.Kalau aku keluar rumah ni pon,ape korang kesah?It wont be any different.I have had it with you guys lah okay?Ferral is your grandson so I dont care,cos I understand.But kakak?For baba to hug kakak yesterday and kiss her forehead,made me so disheartended.When was the last time you did that to your own son?You all just keep saying,study hard study hard,but where's the motivation?Come on lah.You only saw me blow up once and that was just a very small percentage of what you saw.You think abang's running away was a big issue,think again.I'll make sure mine will be bigger.I wont go to anyone at all.I wont send any emails and I wont give any phone calls.Then you know me.I have kept tihs for so long okay?Baba yesterday,you smiled and thought that kakak was the one who bought for you the cake,you know who actually bought it?ME!Your son.Me,not kakak not abang,me.If you think they are more important,then put them in front of me,I dont care.Besides,I only make you proud when I do good things what,never other that this.And to think that I would be lying when I said I wanted to go to bukit gombak and that my class would end late,please lah.Kau tak percaya,pegy call Mr Gwee or better sit next to me in class then you will know if all this while I was lying or not.

Okay sorry for that.I just needed to vent it out.That was just a portion.Seriously uh,I feel like crying.But whatever uh.I dont wish to talk about it now.


What happens here,stays here. 12:42 AM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Cuidado's sufrir una derrota

1-0



Hell yeah.Soccer match yesterday was nice and obviously we won.Score was 4-2.Finally,after so long we win.Haha!Good match Cuidados,good match.

Okay so today is 9th June which means,its dads bday!HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY DADDY-O! and also not forgetting Ferral Adryan's 1 month.HAPPY 1 MONTH FERRAL!I havent prepared anything lah,shit.Okay,i got to get going.Havent finished my card.Tata gundus.Tag alright?


What happens here,stays here. 4:54 AM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Tight on the budget Day.

Tight on the Budget Day.





I'm having my soccer match later on in the day at school.From what I've read its gonna be Cuidado FC vs The Expressos(?!).Okay seriously,I have no frigging clue who gave that name but whatever.Not really looking forward to todays match cos I predict its gonna end by raining or something,as usual.Hahahhaah.Bad experience lah.Anyway,why I call today tight on the budget day is because mum only gave me $2 for the whole day.Mampos.I've been stuffing my stomach with maggie ever since morn and I guess I'll bring my own drink for soccer later and obviously I wont be eating with my friends unless one of you kind souls want to treat me or something,which I doubt so since they're most probably treat Shaz.Okay whatever,starve pon starve uh.I dont really care.I might be taking pics before the match starts so hopefully,I will even remember to take some so that I can post them her.I just hope mum comes home before I leave for soccer.:(


What happens here,stays here. 10:25 PM




Left4Dead 2.OMG!Excited!
Release date:17 November 2009
Countdown!


What happens here,stays here. 7:51 AM
I am procrastinating and heck,I hate it.

Lauren Brie Henning.



Okay so I have yet to post on Alcis birthday celebration.I am dead tired for doing don't know what and I think I'll just post it tomorrow after my soccer match in school.Hee!Today was sort of a bore.Basically just went to a wedding nearby my house so it was a quick one and we were off.The wedding somehow reminded me of Zaki's sis wedding last week I think.Except that there were things that both side had that made theirs better.The wedding I went to had chocolate fondue but I didnt really take any cos I know I'll make a mess out of myself and suprisingly there was ICE-CREAM!Ape lagi enjoy uh doks!Hahahaa.LOL!I sort of found the wedding stupid cos brother and sister were getting married on the same day together.Somehow or rather it reminds me of Bride Wars except a little more different.
Okay thats basically it.


I wanna comment on this abit.(To whoever yng terase,dnt take it too hard yes?)

i dont see you with R******* after school,and because u are always with your 'mother hen'

eh mat, ape ni? kau nak buktikan ape kat sini? yg sala pe kalau aku panggil die mother hen. or rather KITE panggil die mother hen. kau tak puas hati, kau jgn nak tules gini. takde link ah mat. kau nak ckp gini, ckp pasal aku aje ah. padehal some org yg kau tau panggil die mother hen kau tk nk sindir. ape, kau ingat aku lemah pe? sorry ah. yar, you dnt see me with r********. cause i understand couples need their own time together. aku bukan mcm org lain yg slalu jadi third party ni smue ah eh.

Okay,I admit.Maybe I agree on CERTAIN things about this snippet of post.Names will not be said to cover identities and prides alright?So its a conflict between girl A and boy,S.Thats all I can say.

My opinions.
To Boy S:I know this is over and stuff,well maybe it is but all I got to say is,maybe what you think isn't always right.You know what I mean,I dont need to elaborate furthur.Just think and think hard about yourself and how you act and stuff.Maybe you wanna prove a point,but what you're doing now,is just giving us bad impressions of yourself.Its the last year,the big O's,make the best of it.

To Girl A:Take a chill pill.Thats all.All the anger,harmful.As harmful as radiation.Once it gets to you,its hard to get it off.;)Go figure.


Okay thats all.Nothing else to say.


What happens here,stays here. 5:41 AM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
It was hard but I had to let go;

How can this soul not light up your life?




Ferral Adryan was the light in the house.But today marks the day where he goes back to my brothers in-laws home.I am broken.Hell I am.Can you imagine how much I will miss his cute smile everytime I kiss him in his sleep?How each time I will whisper "Uncle Pau" to his ears and he will instantly open his eyes?I will miss my favourite nephew especially him being the only one from my family right now.Dont even bother asking about my parents.My mother just cannot accept the fact that he won't be around anymore.How she will bathe him each morning and change his diapers and feed him milk.Ferral meant everything to my mum and I knew she would'nt be able to accept this.It was hard but I had to let go.


What happens here,stays here. 3:06 AM
Friday, June 5, 2009
Before its too late.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY LOUIS IMMANUEL ALCIS SUBA-AN OAPER!
The 4 of us brothers forever uh,set?LOL!

:)


What happens here,stays here. 8:42 AM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Its about time actually.

You go and do whatever you like uh.



Okay well today was a bit boring so I wont really elaborate about it.Well after school I went to play soccer for awhile before leaving to go out my my mum and dad.We were clueless about where to go so at last we went to Tampines 1 at Tampines obviously.We were walking around and then we went into this shop and you want to know what happened,I actually applied for a job.Wth.I wasn't hinking of my holidays lah at that point of time but I do hope that I get it since I will need that extra cash so that I cash.The shop's name is UNIQLO.To me the shop is like TOPMAN but as always TOPMAN is always better.Slowly uh,work there then work at TOPMAN!Hahahahahha!I do hope I get that job lah.It looks damn interesting but I hope,like really hope I get it.*fingers and toes crossed*


What happens here,stays here. 7:09 AM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
PHOTO GALLERY,FINALLY!

At last my photo gallery has been filled up.I don't know if there are enough pics but I think it should be okay for now.Well these are just tryouts lah btw.I'm no expert photographer using a dslr or something.Just a simple digital camera and all pictures were taken in Singapore.
:)







Just a qord of advice for some people:Chill lah.A few more months and you won't see each other anymore.;P.If terase,sorry uh!


What happens here,stays here. 7:55 AM
Hmm,should I or should I not?

Why do all good things come to an end?


Yup,that question.I always wonder about it all the time.I mean,for example,if all of us were nice to each other,wouldnt it be nice?Eee,I sound gay.Okay anyways.I seriously feel that all of us and I mean ALL should change the way we are.Just for the better of another.Okay,this is very random.

Okay for today.So as usual morning had the dumb supps and everyone was late.Even Mr Gwee was late.Haha.LOL!Confirm, he also got the malas feeling in his head but as a teacher its his job.Science pracs were fun but a bit too irritating with all the measurements and the U-tube(youtube.LOL)and stuff.Chem was damn fun,especially when you do something you're not supposed to like when you deliberately boil something you're not suppose to or contaminate some chemicals.Hahaha.Funny.I still remember that one particular lab session 2 years back I think where my class broke 12 test tubes in a lesson.On purpose,obviously.Ape lagi.Join uh.Hahahah.And there were more where some of us accidentally pushed down the whole rack of testubes which consist of around 12 testube per rack?Hahaha.Funny,funny.

English was powerpack.No scoldings today,well actually there was lah but not like yesterday.Today we played some games and heck it was fun.We were divided in groups and had to play some spontaneous games.Very fun.My group won of course.School end and there is where the day begins.We immediately head to Alcis home again to "discuss" but end up playing games and watching movies and playing with laptops.Haha.As usual.Alcis house now like port already uh.hahaha.Cannot stop going to his house.Didn;t manage to click some pics cos my phone went crazy.Stupid old phone.My N95 is still repairing uh.So I have to tahan with this phone for now.

Okay,so I've been bloghopping and I've seen everyone use their Facebook badges to put on their profile slots on their blogs.I want to do that but I'm afraid it'll just look,copycat.Hmm,not saying that everyone else is a copycat though.I just dont want it to look common.But its cool though.So should I or should I not use it.Okay anyways,I want to change my link of my blog.Kinda get it pumping again,get what I mean?Okay,so I'm off from here and I'm gonna watch America's next Top Model Cycle 12 now.Its been a loooooooooong time,;)


What happens here,stays here. 5:08 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Change of link perhaps.

This was never the way I planned,not my intentions


Okay,so I think I've cooled down from whatever happened yesterday but everytime I see her face uh,fuh my blood go up sia. Okay so maybeee nowadays I've been a bit too boring and stuff but hey,I think its time I change this way since my O's are not over yet,except for Malay of course.But,no worries,I wont be telling what I did at what time and all that.

Okay,so today I had the Intensive O Level Programme whatever.Today was a kill sia.Seriuosly,double period of practicals was fun but dry and 2 hours of letter writing was-hell!Damn Mdm Chai,I was sort of unhappy with her today but I choose to keep it inside.I was having a major headache and she started asking me if I was a loser or winner.Out of context sia.Then she went on to say that woman had mensuratial cramps every month and stuff.Siak uh.Excessive info sia.Then she scolded me saying I was daydreaming and stuff which I was not at all.I kept quiet the whole lesson due to my headache and she said she will write down names of people that she will give up on and that she will ignore us.I mean,come on,not to that extent please.We need a break.Thats all.We have been working our Arses off and we prove that during the Mid-Years.Seriously,a break is what we need.Even a short one would do.

So then we went to Alcis house to plan our steamboat stuff for our camp and instead of planning,some of us were playing with laptops,playing XBOX and watching Rush Hour 3.That "break" was how do I say it-HEAVEN!It was very nice.Extremely nice in fact.

I have been having the urge to play Left4Dead nowadays.:)


Alrights,ciaox for now.


What happens here,stays here. 5:20 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
Malay O's are O-ver.

Thank god today marks the end of my secondary school life without malay,that is if I fail my Malay.But I think I'll pass lah considering the paper to be relatively easy except for the letter writing thing.But anyhows,I am glad there will be no more malay.The last words Mdm Zaetun said to me weren't so motivational but I deserve it,maybe.& to you dumb office clerk,who the hell do you think you are?Dah office clerk buat hal office clerk jek ah!Kau takyah nak step mane peh terror,nak step ngade-ngade lah pat skolah ni.To those of you who don't know who the hell I'm talking about,her name is MDM SARIMAH.Yup,I consider her to be the most annoying clerk in the whole world.If,she HAPPENS to read this blog,then good cause I'll give my explanation to what happened.


I walked dead early in the morning to the office to get my dictionary choppedso that I can use it for my O level papers which were gonna start in 30mins time I presume.Then she come shouting No,no!Cannot,cannot!no teacher cannot.Okay so I tried to reason things out with her saying that Mdm Zaetun told us to come straight to the office.So she still continued shouting,so I got fed up and went out.As I went out,Rad asked me if I could get it chopped or not and obviously,I said no and said to rad this,"Dia tak kasi chop lah.Jom uh carik cikgu!" and yes I was in a temper.She immediately ran to me shotuing my name from inside the office and asked this.

Her:What you say?Tell me what did you say?
Me:Dia?Then what should I call you?Cikgu?Cik?(to call her cik ,which means aunty,would be downgrading her)
Her:(running out of topic)You better watch what you say uh.(this part paling best)You are under FAS okay?Don't act big here.

Eh,hello makcik,who's the one acting big here?You or me?And so what if I'm under FAS?I can have all the money in the world but if I have no respect for other people and I think that the world revolves around me and I think I'm superior,then I am a sad man living inthis world.Oh,just because Mrs Raja not there you act big uh?Its like the malay proverb,Tiada helang,belalang jadi helang which means someone who is smaller in power trying to take over things when the superior is not around.Eh,kau cermin lah muke kau tu dudlu.Kalau kau bagus sangat,you would be an office clerk lah.& hell if I tell my dad about this,nasib kau,haix.

Pendek umur lah engkau,

Just to get it off my chest,makcik,go and die!


What happens here,stays here. 4:22 AM