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Saturday, June 6, 2009
It was hard but I had to let go;
How can this soul not light up your life?
Ferral Adryan was the light in the house.But today marks the day where he goes back to my brothers in-laws home.I am broken.Hell I am.Can you imagine how much I will miss his cute smile everytime I kiss him in his sleep?How each time I will whisper "Uncle Pau" to his ears and he will instantly open his eyes?I will miss my favourite nephew especially him being the only one from my family right now.Dont even bother asking about my parents.My mother just cannot accept the fact that he won't be around anymore.How she will bathe him each morning and change his diapers and feed him milk.Ferral meant everything to my mum and I knew she would'nt be able to accept this.It was hard but I had to let go.
What happens here,stays here. 3:06 AM